the most difficult things in life

..........happen when you least expect it.

24 hours ago, I was wondering of what to expect in Singapore.

Now, I wished I need not make this trip down so suddenly.

My very close family friend whom I've gotten used to call uncle, was supposed to meet up with me, on my way to Singapore.

I still have to meet him, but the difference is its gonna be my last time meeting him.

I still have trouble believing it, and maybe reality would only set in when I see him for the last time.

And as I slowly make my way down south, in my heart, I keep on praying that I would not have to go down for this matter. That this problem never existed in the first place.

It is of my greatest regret that our final meeting had to come this way, but I do hope that when somethings in life do happen for a reason, you are, in a safe, calm and peaceful place. No matter what comes our way, this goodbye would be one of the hardest to pen out. Rest well.

Apart from the above said, I do owe thanks to my friends, family and all who cared that showed all the support you guys can give. Thanks for offering to stay by my side, to keep me company. Thanks for making my trip down less gloomy. I could'nt have asked for more, as honestly, I did not expect this kind of caring showmanship.

By nature I know that I am able to handle situations like this and that I do not get very emotional easily, I will keep my calm and composure all the way until this trip ends.

Because I do believe in myself that Tysern is very able to handle situations like this, and there should be no chance of him getting all over himself. There is so much control in me, and I would do all the best in this trip.

Don't worry about me people, I shall be and will be able to see it through.

See you guys on Monday.

mini notes

I haven't even unpacked my bag from my last short one day trip to Genting last Saturday and here I am putting in more stuff to go to Port Dickson for a night.

I haven't even rested well enough from the super awesome and gut busting tiring Nuffnang Standout Party and here I need to make this PD trip.

I'm still not yet jumping and over the Malacca Freedom Trip and yet to blog about it, and here I am having to go outstation for awhile again.

And I still need to go down to SG next week, and, yes, I've really got nothing to say already.

Just hold on people for the posts, I will be back ASAP.

WAW- Wild Awesome Wicked ( Freedom & Nuffnang Standout Teaser)

Probably the best 3 words to describe the past 3 weeks, Starting from where I left off at Chuan's Party, followed by Freedom 09' and finally the Nuffnang Standout Party.

You know, I keep asking myself, can it get any better after Freedom? Looks like it actually can.

Teaser Pics of both Freedom & The Standout Party,
















My car which somehow became the mobile bar,

Part of us giving it all at the rave.

And for the record,















Kevin with Above and Beyond. Makes you jealous doesn't it?!

And for the Standout Party,














This was towards the end,















Kwan, Addy + May Yi.














These people almost drank the 1k bottles of beer dry, and the result, one got super duper wasted jumping around the whole club at the end of the night.

Haha, wait for my full party review.